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summertime sadness (i have seasonal depression but for the summer)

summertime sadness (i have seasonal depression but for the summer)

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Jul 18, 2022
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things have been feeling deeply off, to say the least.

every day there’s a 50% chance that when i look up from my screen to look at the wall or an object or a scene in front of me that it’s going to look uncanny, distant, fuzzy, detached from me. i get up and my blood pressure drops as my heart rate spikes and goes back down. the anxiety hits harder than…

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