how do i find the words to express myself when they don't exist?

some thoughts and feelings in the third month of the bombardment of gaza

an area of rafah that was destroyed by israel. credit: fatima shbair/AP photo

the reason i’ve been a lot less active on here is because every time i start trying to write something, i can’t manage to express myself in a way that is true to what i’m feeling. my inner monologue and the thoughts i write in my notes are so abstract these days, i have difficu…